Forever Dead

Always alive
forever dead
so many emotions
in my head
love happiness
never mine
though i long for it
time after time
pain and suffering
kept for me
and no-one hears
my desperate plea
I want to be saved
i want to be loved
but its my heart
thats pushed and shoved
feeling alone
and dead inside
they have struck me down
took my pride
I no longer care
if they see my scars
it shows the pain
they caused in my heart
do as you wish
i no longer care
the lights are on
but no-ones there
I've detached myself
from my pain
All my emotions
have drained