All these years
they say they go by fast
but to some of us they never end
suicide in ur eyes
angry fights
nothing right
Ur best friend
Is now a w**e
Nothing she was before
Who u used to trust
Left u in the dust
Backstabbed many times
By the one u love
And the one who told u he loved u
All the promises
They seem 2 be forgotten
Ill be there forever
Is what he used 2 say
But today he is gone and so far away
Coke
Alchohol
Pot
Ur new chocolate that u drown urself in everytime u see no way out
The blade in ur hand
The scars on ur wrist
The blood on ur sheets
The constant pain that never goes away
The home ur in today
Parents don�?�¢??t understand
They suffocate u until u cant breathe
They think theyre doing whats best
But we know theyre just leaving us mental scars that will haunt us for the rest of our lives
Bruises
Black
Purple
Blue
The broken doors
The nights on the floor
Locked in the bathroom
Dreaming of a way out
The light at the end of the road
U see it
U almost feel it
And then the train comes
And u fall deeper into the hole
Everything is dark
Ur falling apart
All ur dreams
So far away
All the I loves u
Lead to goodbyes
All the lullabyes
Of nights w/o end
The tears streaming down
Drown whats left of ur heart
Hearts broken
Words left unspoken
Mistakes of a youth
Now far away
Some of us survive
Some of us die
Hold on and be strong
Carry on
No matter how hard
Dont give up
cause once u pull tat trigger they won and ur gone.
