Wow, i know how you feel. my partner cheated on me, and didn't tell me, but one night he was telling me while he was sleeping, tht was the only reason why i caught him out. it breaks your heart and feels like your heart is being squeezed so hard. great writing 5.0 from me p.s i'd really like it if you commented on some of mine if you have the spare time bye, but there's more guys out there, and one will come along who respects you. :)