Second

Stuck in between
lost and confused
hurting inside
dont know what to do

iv missed him
for so long
and i've felt so empty
with him gone

shouldn't i be first
should't it be me
why is it her
why cant he see

he says he's missed me
for so many years
why am i second
cant he see my tears

was meeting him
a big waste of time
why is rachel controlling us
the choice should be mine

so heres his choice
its her or its me
hes being stupid
why cant he see

maybe one day
things will be right
and to get him to love me
wont be a fight

~ i wrote this the day my dad picked his wife over me, his daughter. ~