A word of change

Gleaming, shining, drops of rain
my heart is broken once again
you say you care and that you'll change
i still love you and feel the same
but your lies i can no longer believe
which is the reason i decided to leave
i offered you love, but in return
all i got was pain and a mind full of concern
i wondered why i loved you
i wondered why and how
i wondered if i should leave you
or if i should stick around
i feel that i made
a very smart choice
for when i left
i made you hear my voice
the voice that was to tell you
my thoughts and my concerns
the voice that would tell you
that everything returns
the way you tell me now
that everything will change
it fills me full of anger for it seems forever strange
theres one thing I'm going to ask you
which is
are you willing to feel the pain?