Why Am I?

Why am I afraid?
to tell you how I fell
to show every7 emotion
to shed every tear.

Why I am scared?
when you ask me a question
I might get it wrong
or maybe were distend.

Why am I speechless?
when you talk to me
I can't say the words right
it's not that easy to see.

Why I am scared?
to look you in the eyes
is it because I might get lost?
is that were the secret lies?

Why am I falling for you?
when my friends see nothing
maybe that the thing
unlike them I see something.

Why am I nervous?
to even stand by you
am I scared,afraid?
I don't know what to do.,

Why am I in love
in love with you
it's great at times but mostly
I'm just confused....

*To a guy I can't get out of m,y head...*