You made me promise to never let go of your heart
But after what has happened, what choice do I have?
Do you expect me to keep it after all of this
Why would I do that, after what you did to me?
You assured me with your everything that you would always be here
You looked into my eyes and said you were mine
You told me everything that I wanted to hear
But now, I see the difference between your words and the truth
Now, I know that you weren't very trusting from the start
That your mind was always somewhere else
I hope you are ashamed of the crimes you have committed
Though if I was still under your spell, I'd be right beside you
But I am not enchanted by your persuading words
I am not hypnotized by your magical lies
There was always something else there that I never saw
Something that could have been stopped if sighted
But I never did see your faults
And so you became my everything and I became your pawn
So when I finally found out the truths that were veiled
I lost you, and with you went a piece of me
And that part of me was the only thing that I felt was alive
It was the only thing that I felt was worth something
And now as I look upon you with such hatred
I am also hating myself, for believing you
And so I inscribed small words onto my limbs
With the edge of this small blade
In the end, my wrists bled mercifully