High School

-High school-
Something is wrong with me
Crowded by hundreds of people,
But I feel so very alone.
With my pain on display for everyone to see.
I dont know how to deal
I dont even know what to say
I dont trust anyone, especially myself.
Wishing all the wounds would just heal.
Lifes not easy or close to fair
People judge you, laugh in your face,
Poke fun for everything, just depress you
None of them know how you feel or even care.
The rest of your heart breaking
Youre eyes filled with tears to cry
Youre body failing to hold on any longer,
Wishing it wouldnt come to this, cold blood, hands shaking.
No one knows what you go through.
No one believes youre hurting.
If only people knew your life was harder than others.
All because of the show you put on and act to.
Keeping your friends in the dark.
Lying to everyone even yourself.
Flash a smile, fake a laugh,
Never let them see the hurting mark.
Every night you cry yourself to sleep
Making a new design somewhere hidden
Screaming with the pain \" just accept me! \"
Make more this night, pushing the knife deep.
Now whose the big fool?
Hope you understand what happened, love
I shouldve listened to you, \" dont let em get ya down. \"
But I did, so this is goodbye, goodbye high school.