Punished.

by Krzysztof J   Nov 23, 2006


I still don't know what i did wrong?
Or why you punish me?
I always try to do things right,
Smile and be happy.

They dog, they cheat,
They mistreat me, they hurt me with their lies,
But i forgive and i forget,
Smile and step aside.

I try real hard not to fight,
To get angry or swear,
I open door and pull out chairs,
I don't lie and i care.

I always help the ones in need,
I never ask for much,
I'm always just a call away,
And yet its not enough!

I'm trying hard everyday,
To please a soul in need,
Disregarding my own self,
To make them feel happy.

No matter how much i try,
OR what i really do,
Its never good enough,
Never is it for you?

So what the hell do i do?
Just give me a sign,
Send an angel to guide my way,
Or take away my life.

I still don't know what i did wrong
Or why you punish me
Do not pretend you don't listen
Your God so do something!!

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  • 17 years ago

    by Cathy

    Aww I loved this poem, I feel like that alot! And if I didn't thank you already thank you for commenting on one of my last poems. Your a truly great writer! 5/5

  • 17 years ago

    by LovinMyLife

    Okay well, that last comment was really long...sorry about that....um, I haven't been able to change my e-mail yet so if you wanna send me an e-mail Feel Free! I will be shutting it down shortly though...but we can chat for now....kk? well....ttyl lots of love....
    Lila

  • 17 years ago

    by Aussie

    Amazing! the emotions sticks real deep. ur sooo talented. it would be a gr8 song:)

  • 17 years ago

    by Kelly

    Another tremendours piece. You honestly blow me away. I know the feeling when it feels as though the whole world is against you and almost as if God is picking on you. Maybe you need to expierance this pain to help others. For it will only make you stronger, so that they can then lean on you. You do seem to truely care about people and you would not be punished for that.

    I like this verse, i think it shows the absolute desperation.

    'So what the hell do i do?
    Just give me a sign,
    Send an angel to guide my way,
    Or take away my life.'

    Take care, but another truely great piece of writing.

    Kelly
    xx

  • 17 years ago

    by Just Me

    Hunny. Oh hunny. I know how you feel and sometimes that sign wont come. sometimes that angel never shows but hunny if you have faith then.. eventually you wont need that sign you'll just know. also although it seems like punishment right now... its not. Sometimes God has to break us down to get us to listen. I'm so sorry hunny I wish I could help... I dont remember what book but in the old testament there is a story about a man and he goes to the top of a mountain and theres a tornado, an earthquake and it rains fire or something like that and in all that the man searches for God and he couldnt find him and then it was still and there was God. Sometimes... we have to expirience all this crap before we're ready to hear those words God has to speak.. but I have full faith that God is not punishing you... he loves you! Hes probably carrying you right now. Just take a minute and listen in the silence. maybe he'll say something maybe not. I dont know. Im sorry hunny!

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