I can tell u can the bruises
Or the cuts on my arm
Can u see the pain u give me?
Do u think when u look at me
I'm nothing but happy???
Why is it that everyone
Can see the pain
Except for u why do u make it seem
Like I'm still the happiest girl?
Why cant u realize the Pain u bring me?
Why must u yell,Hit, and non stop
Make me cry?
Everyone can see how bad
I cry because of you N your nonsense
I try my hardest not To yell back at u
But its so hard and confusing
When all u do is judge and
Blame everything on me..
I can understand that u want to
Protect me but boy your
Going out of control
I cant keep going through pain &
Wondering everyday whats going to happen
Between us...whats worse is were
Not even together n i cant do anything
With out your permission.. i cant hug no one
Not even my girls with out u getting mad
All the drama i ever have is from you...
Because u don't realize the pain
U bring upon me...how can someone
Say they love me when all they do is
Make me cry, and be so abusive??
Ive tried 2 ignore u...but its hard when
U keep on holding me even though i
Push u away..even though i know i shouldn't
I still said sorry n every time took u back
I couldn't just let u go cause u used 2 be
Like a brother to me...but u know what I'm tired
Of the games, pain & tears...
If it means theres gonna be no drama
I guess ill keep my thoughts to myself
And just let u hit me!
Because thats probably the
Only thing u can handle is
Your hand hitting me!
