Dont look! not finished

I try to trust u
i try to care
but whats the point
if ur never there?

i opened my heart
and told u my life
but it didnt help
just look at the knife

i gave it up
so u got ur way
what do u want from me?
i dont know what to say

we had are ups
and we really had our downs
i get it now
that ur not around