Whats the Big Deal

Ive forgotten how to love
I think ive forgotten how to feel
I've forgotten all about forgetting
But what the big deal

I forgotten all your words
And your everlasting face
I've forgotten the past
I put him in your place

Ive forgotten all the scars
You remember, the ones i learned from you
I've forgotten every detail about "us"
I guess you have too

Ive forgotten how to be sad
I know only how to smile
I've forgotten how to waste time
Now i make every moment worth while

I've forgotten all about the friends
Remember, the ones i lost
I've forgotten its all my fault
I've forgotten the cost

I've forgotten all my lessons
I forgot how bad it hurt
To be hated and to hate yourself
To constantly be thrown in the dirt

Yes i've forgotten evreything
Until i take the headphones down
Unless i see you in the halls
Or i take a minute to frown

I forget then that i forgot
And i remember everything from before
From the very beginning of meeting you
Till the time you walked out the door

Sometimes i dont think i can make it through
So i keep them all close by
Those people who could give less of a shit
I keep them so i cant die

I've forgotten how to love
I'think ive forgotten how to feel
not for a second did i forget you
but whats the big deal?