HiDe.. (CaLLiNg FoR HeLp..)

For days I'd carry a smile so fake,
pretend to be strong, but inside I shake..
Let out a few tears, then pull them right back,
counting each tear, I've already lost track..

For days in my silence I'd hide,
with all my bitterness wrapped up inside..
Hurt, alone, shattered and broken,
bleeding scars, all torn and open..

For days I'd mindlessly stare,
out a window, an old picture or a burning flare..
With emotions in deep battle, ready to burst,
I think to myself, "I've reached my worst!"..

For days in school, I'm out of my mind,
even with friends, I feel left behind..
A friend would ask, "are you okay?!"
I'd shallowly smile and look away..

For days I'd say I'm okay, I'm alright,
they just dont know I'll cry tonight..
"Everyone's blind!", I say to myself,
'CoZ alone in my corner, I'm calling for help!..

-pLeaSe RaTe aNd cOmmeNt-
tHank yOu!..

~*~w8nGinThErAiN..~*~