A Loneliness inside

Silk and satin, flowers of lace.
But you're not there, someone's taken your place.
Two hearts that you thought became one,
not knowing it had ended before it begun.
Can't see anything but bright red,
as the infinite confusion starts filling your head.
Her eyes look at you so softly, so sweet,
but look deep into them and you'll see pain and deceit.
Every time you touched, the dishonesty got too much,
you wished it was just a bad dream.
But as you slept, in reality crept and showed you,
the real world is as bad as it seems.

Each day would pass at such a slow pace as your hopes and dreams lay to waste.
Looking at the sun through the window as your tears hit the pain, cant see the brightness,
only the rain.
Outside is so warm, the breeze is lovely and cool.
But inside the cold and bitterness seems to rule!
You are hurting

You fell in love, you're biggest mistake.
But all this heartache you just cant take.
Living a nightmare that seems like a sad song,
feeling that you are the one that's in the wrong.
Making the best of a cold embrace,
but you don't have the strength to look into her face.
Yes.....you're hurting bad.

All your energy has not drained away.
You don't have the power to face another day.
Your hates and fears now both collide.
Seems the only answer...........
Suicide