As of now

by Herionheartache   Nov 24, 2006


I'm in love. With a guy. He doesn't love me back.

He knows I love him, and he only wants to be friends. It hurts inside, knowing he'll never be mine.

Sometimes I cut myself, just to see if I feel the pain. Sometimes I think i deserve it. Sometimes I think I'm not worthy, of his love or of this world, with it's glorified evil, and it's overpriced happiness. Sometimes I wish I was dead.

But as of now, I'm alive. And I'm in love.

I wish I wasn't...

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