I'm Still Here

You say you are doing it
because it helps you forget.
And all I'm going to say
to you in response
is that I think you are stupid
and all I ask is this:
Whatever you are taking
to ease your pain
(that hurts others
but you dont seem to care anyway)
the stuff you take seems
to work
so would you mind
and give some to me..
Because I'm still hurting
and I have yet to forget.
I hate living
with a heart that's breaking
and so full of regret!

You say you are doing it
because you hate
to cause people pain
and seeing it on their face
so tell me...
why are people still hurting
just the same-
or worse..Don't you see?

You are killing yourself
by the brain cell
and you are killing me
because I see you
and I feel helpless
nothing I say means anything
anymore because you don't care
I speak to you...
but these days I just get a blank stare..
crying out..saying your name...
are you even there?
Corey, you are really, truly,
breaking my heart.
Honey, I know
lifes getting out of control
and I know you don't feel the same
anymore..
but you know I'm still here
If you need me
to talk it out
to laugh it out
my hand is yours to hold
and when you cry
I'll wipe those tears...
but please stop with this mess
I don't love you any less
seeing you this way kills
and the more you hurt yourself
the more it hurts me..
and I'm still here.