In my mind

No matta where i go i cant seem to find.
a reason for living to put in my mind.
cause the more i live i just wana die.
wats the point in livin when all i do is cry.

I cant stand this pain that kills me inside.
the moment u left these emotions ive had to hide.
and im giving up faster the more i live on.
cause i cant stand the truth that ur actually gone

And my memories of u keep hittin me hard.
and its suprising how ive made it this far.
and i dont understand why i have to feel this way.
and why im the one hurting more everyday.

I gave up on life so long ago why the hell am i still here.
I wonder i anyone would notice if i just disappeared.
and i wonder if ud care if u woke up tomorrow and i wasnt here.
would u regret makin me feel this pain and never being there.

where do i go when theres no one to turn too.
how do i know if love is really true.
i just got this feeling that i about to die.
im gona try and make ill really try.

im being replaced and theres nothing i can do.
there went my pride my last chance with u.
i messed up everytime.
but u will forever be in my heart and in my mind.

JayJay
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