Your last words

The last thing you said
Hurt me bad
More then a broken nose
It made me incredibly sad
I gave you a hug
I said your were my friend
But only to be back-stabbed
And the wound won’t mend
I thought I could trust you
My darkest desires
Only to rerealize_I was to be surrounded by fires
You tortured me
And locked me away
Swallowed the key
I’m still locked today
It won’t go away
The pain will sustain
Like the blood on my t-shirt
It will remain
Tears flowing down my cheeks
Like an endless river
Three inches deep
I wish I could stay
Only to say
‘What did I do?’
And cry into my knees
I want to be free
Free from this small cage
Why hurt me
You just need someone
More miserable than you
Someone to push around
Well guess what
I’m through
Just because I’m small
Miserable and sad
Why do you have to make me
Feel so bad?
‘It’s just a joke’
‘A laugh’
Not to me it’s not
‘Cause bullying hurts
Not like you can see
Yes I’m more miserable
I’m different and all
But why should you care
Its not you life on the roll
I’m a small pathetic girl
I don’t care
Why should you
It’s not fair!
I won’t stay much longer
My wrists are covered
With blood-stained bandages
I can’t laugh anymore
Because every time I try
I just simply
Hang my head and cry
Good times
There just memories
I won’t forget your face
Because the scars on my body
Will be there forever
The guns and knifes
And the fractured jaws
All signs of hatred
Will stay in me no more
I’m going to kill you
It’s you or me
I’ll gladly die
It will break me free
A simple ‘I hate you’
Such strong words
That’s what started it
Only because
You wanted to be popular
Well guess what…
Your not
I can’t stay in a cage for much longer
And in here I’m starting to wonder…
Would death be better
I think it would!
I have plenty of knifes
And two wrists to slit
Goodbye
And you
I won’t miss!