I go in my room beat my head up against the walls
cut, smile, as the blood falls
light a match and watch my skin burn
hurting so bad .. hoping the lesson is learned
Lock the door punch myself until I see bruises
Continue Until all my anger diffuses
I walk out my room like nothing is wrong
Smile be happy, act strong
Go to school pretend to have learned
Do my work and act like my grades are earned
Walk down the hall all happy and energetic
When really im just thinking this world is pathetic
Finally im truly happy as I arrive home
Getting closer to the one spot I can be alone
Walk into my beloved place
My room the only place I will ever embrace
Sit there as my secret life begins
All over.. .. once again!
