Thanks for the comment boo.. and im real sry to hear your story.. but i get you.. ive learned that men cannot control our lives.. we are not just a peice of meat.. or anything that they can just have.. i know you feel weak from it all.. but u need to look at it as it wont happen again and i will b looking out for it.. dont cut its hard to stop i know. but i was just there myself.. thats why i write.. I write to get all my pain out.. not cutting anymore.. so take a deep breath and let your life flow.. try to block out the pain.. dont ever let it gain.