To feel this pain within myself
The deep despair of shutting you out
Loving you brought to much pain
To my heart, it drove me insane
So with this knife i feel for you
Let the blood drip down, let it seep right through
Until this pain i with hold in my heart
Can be drowned out and let my thoughts restart
This memory of you has left scars that cant be healed
Deep in my soul, this intensity i feel
But the blood that dripped down from my wrist
Wasn't enough for my thought to desist
There was only one cure for a feeling so deep
So i loaded the gun for the treatment i seeked
With just one bullet I could no longer feel
Now its just those around me trying to heal
