No kids upstairs

I shed my tears with pain
because it hurts so bad.
You think you're so vain,
& don't know what you had.

I lie here not knowing how,
how to walk away from you.
Were so lost and now, I
don't know what to do.

I keep waiting for a change;
Something worth waiting for.
Our lives will rearrange,
and still my tears pour.

This love thing is so simple,
yet we don't get it right.
And my pain it triples,
because were blinded out of sight.

Tomorrow I can't hang up the phone,
You won't call after this.
Too many of my feelings are shone,
and we don't have much to miss.

I cry, but not because I need you,
not because I wanted you, but
because what if I don't find a new
person who meets the line at the cut?

I feel there's no moving on
and that I'm done with love
Now that you're really gone,
my only hope is the heavens above.

I have no other way of dealing,
because the tears just start
and there's no way of sealing
once they run from my heart.

I'm sorry we didn't get a white picket fence
and that there's no kids upstairs,
we really didn't have a chance
because our love was just that rare.

So say goodnight; to the lies
and the pain we caused each other
and baby please don't cry
when I find another...

I can't promise I won't cry when you do
but I'm only human what can I say?
Here's to the nights that seem so few
and here's to how we couldn't find a way.

I love your soul and your heart,
just not your choices
goodbye, now we part,
and in rush the voices...