Dear God
if you could please let me die
Sometimes I just ask myself why
I get up everyday only to be pushed down
and end the day with one big frown.
People hate me,people wish I was dead
Everday,I cry so hard,my eyes are stained red.
People call me stupid people call me dumb.
I ignore them,and my body becomes numb.
I want to end it all,with one slice
Another girl will come along like me,and maybe they'll be nice
They'll see,I was hurt,and just shook it away
They'll see they hurt me,and they'll turn the other way
They say I'm different they say I'm weird
I'm the one thats most feared
I'm scared of myself,scared to go to sleep each night
praying hoping,everything will be right.
But now it's time to rest my eyes
their abused from all the nights of crys
I hope one day I'll wake up and I'm right and there wrong
but now I'll sing my sad song
and try to fake a smile to please others
to please my kin,and the mothers
as the ink smears from my tears
I've got to go to sleep and face my fears.
