Everything beautiful is burnt out and screwed

It feels like.

Im not ment to be here, without you.
It feels like im the only person left on this earth, now that your not by my side.
It felt like my chest was caving in i was struggling for air, once i heard the words \"Another girl\"

I relize that now your gone, that you were the one person who truely made me happy, even when bad times came you made a smile appear on my face.

Even when i had gut feelings i erased them off and believed in you.

Even when you disappeared for days the first sight of your smile made my anger go away.

I hate you because you embarresed me, betrayed me, lied to my face and walked away. i love you because of the above and so much more i can't explain.

I love you but everything beautiful is burnt out and screwed