She stares at your picture and her eyes feel weak
Her body goes numb and she cant speak
For her mind is still racing, where have you gone?
You havent called in months, did something go wrong?
Are you alright? Did your dad hurt you again?
Did you have to get surgery? Did your pain ever end?
Is your mom still angry? Is Luke still alright?
Did your dad go overboard? Did they have another fight?
Is your heart still sad? Do you still need me now?
Should I hop a plane there? Should I find you somehow?
Is your heart still beating? Are you still alive?
Did you die long ago? Have your life you survived?
Did it all get worse? Or has something changed?
Has something gone right? Or are you insane?
Did they lock you up? Are you in a cold cell?
Are you hyped up on drugs? Are you living in hell?
Are you surrounded by idiots? Are you drowned in pain?
Is your dad still lying? Is he still screaming in vain?
Can you call me at all? Or has your will died?
Have you lost all hope? Too many tears have you cried?
Has your mind caved in? Has your soul lost?
Did the pain medication take over? Have you me you forgot?
For Im racking my brain, and Im losing my mind
I need to know now if your grave I should find
And Im sorry for asking, but I worry thats all
For such a long time not a night you didnt call
So please Im begging I need to know now
If you need me to do anything Ill do it somehow
Just give one call, so I know your life hasnt come to an end
So I know this damn world didnt get the better of my best friend
*Thanks for reading, this is about my best friend Amanda. She moved a year ago and was having major problems the last time she called about 4 months ago. And I can't call her because her parents hate me and they didn't even know she talked to me. So if she died I would never know. It's killing me. Always-
Shattered and Broken.*
