I dont want this

I don't want this pain,
So please keep it to your self
You said you loved me
Now your backing off?

These tears that i cry
You don't even care
That you brought me pain
Pain and the scary fear

The nights we used to laugh
Are slowing fading by
Now we just sit in silents
And wishing it was a dream

All the nights i prayed
That is could just be a phase
This is no phase
Our love is dieing, there nothing we can do

You lied the biggest lies
Now i cry wish i would die
But then on the other hand
I don't hate you

I don't hate you because i loved you
And you cant hate someone you love
So all i can do is pray

So i as i sit down and pray
That this pain will end
I know that your over there
And you don't even acre