What if we had stayed together you ever think about that at times
Like if you ask for less and I gave more you would still be mines
What if we werent even together for one whole year?
Tell me who wouldve been there to wipe away all those tears
Who would memorize your hopes dreams aspirations and fears?
What if things were different do you think you would still be here?
What if we didnt engage ourselves with sex would it still feel the same?
I know wouldnt be up at night remembering how you used to scream my name
Or remembering how you used to tell me how you loved the pain
Maybe if the sex wasnt crazy I wouldnt have been so insane
What if I never held you in my arms so closed to my heart?
Could you still have been my light to guide me through the dark?
What if I never fell in love with this person who is so beautiful unique and smart?
Sometimes I wish I tried harder to not let anything tear us apart
Remember that time you thought you was pregnant what if you really was?
What if I never looked into your eyes and never fell so deep in love?
What if I didnt miss holding you and watching your beautiful smile?
What if I still didnt picture you being the mother of my child?
What if we never had that moment were I was there to hold you when you started to cry
Its those memories that my mind wont allow my heart to let my love for you die
What if the wounds from my heart never heal?
What if I never wrote this poem telling you how I feel?
The possibilities are endless but all these events are true
But Iâ??m glad this stuff happened because its the reason Im so in love with you
