What am I doing here?

Why am I here?
Im sitting here, in the middle of the night and I ask a computer screen this?
Why?
Why do I miss it so much?
How come it\'s the first thing on my mind when I wake up and the last thing I think of when I go to sleep?
I want to fall in love again.
Is that to much to ask?
I know the risks involved, and the pain I might feel at the end, but Im ready and willing to take it on.
Am I going to do things differently this time?
I don\'t know, but Im dying to find out.
I learned so much from last time, but will I be able to learn from my mistakes?
There is only one thing i know for sure, after loving you.
I wouldnt change anything, NOTHING!
You made me, and still make me want to be a better man
Thank you.