Just The Way I Feel...

I feel like I'm below the water,
Despaeratley pleading for air.
And no matter how much I try to splash,
They ignore me, they don't care.

I feel like I'm TRAPPED.
In between four closing walls.
I feel like I've slipped off a cliff,
And no one cares if I fall.

I feel like I met someone special,
And for three years he held my heart.
We broke up all three times,
The last one because he tore my heart apart.

I feel like I have a family,
That is based on anger and tears.
We live with dread in our hearts,
But most of all fear.

I feel like school is stupid.
They want you to succeed,
Yet they give the most impossible standards to meet,
It's so unfair to me.

I feel like one of my favorite teachers,
Didn't deserve to die,
And the only thing I wanna know is,
Why her God, WHY???

I feel like I want to one day get married.
But then I see my parents fight,
Which leads me to refusal
And tears fall from my eyes all night.

I feel like my brother is a menace,
But beyond how you would think.
He does things no other child does,
It doesn't seem right to me.

I feel that those people,
Who beat my poor puppie,
Need to get what they deserve.
They deserve to suffer.

I feel that my friends are here for me,
Yet so far away.
The ones who've stuck by my side, I thank and love you.
But still, I still miss the ones who've gone away.

I feel like you'll feel sorry for me.
Because you know that this is real.
And there's really nothing else for me to say exept,
That's just how I feel.