I hurt you with my hardened words and turned away to erase your tears
The image stuck with me for days past that time
and it still makes me angry to remember your pain.
my mind won't delete you
though i tell it to try
and my heart won't forget you
or black out your eyes.
you're stuck here inside me
the memory of you,
you make me regret everything that i do.
why won't you just leave me and let me be lonely
i'm ready to move on, but i can't you won't let me
i'm going so crazy my mind has deserted me
this knife i am holding must find its home somewhere
so now i will show it just where it should rest
in my heart where its quiet
in my body i'll leave it
This puddle of blood is growing beneath me
it soon will encase me, it soon will consume me
I love this cold feeling of life flowing from me
out onto the floor that is soaking beneath me
and with one last breath i hope you believe
that i love you, i feel you, and soon i'll be with you.
