I want to hold him
I want to call him mine
but i cant he isn't here
he left like the rest of them
I wish i could hug him
I wish i could cry on his shoulder
but i cant he doesn't care
about me anymore
I wish that i could see him
I wish that i could go back in time
I wish i could have seen the future
so i could prepare my heart for this
I wish i could have pushed him away
that way when he did leave i wouldn't
be hurt as much as i am now
but i didn't and i got hurt
This happens all the time
Why cant i stop it
I wish i could hate him so much
but i cant because he understands me more than anyone
I wish that i could live in the future not the past
I wish that he would leave and i would never
have to see him again but he wont leave
he will always be in my heart no matter
Wat i do
I just wish that it would end
so i could trust guys again
he ruined it for everyone
i wounder if he knows how much he hurt me
i bet he doesn't.
