I wish I was dreaming

I cry painful tears
Lost in my whirlpool of fears
Whisper in your lovely ear
'I just want someone near'

Nothing is ever clear
My looks are just so mere
I fight against the mirror
Emotions I can't steer

Heart and soul are impure
My mind is nowhere here
My fall is your cheer
The I wish I'd disappear

I believe I can; With skin so sheer
You look at me with a face of sneer
I hate you! My peers
It's so easy to be insecure