I cant be happy,
I cant be sad
Or even mad
I cant hold onto something that
was never there
Because he was never here
I love him so much
But he has a different way of loving
I can feel my heart ake
But this wasn't my mistake
I wish he could see everything i see
Theres so much i want to be
But from all the lieing
I am slowly dieing
Trying to hold on
I wish i was never Born...
