I KNOW HOW YOUR FEELING RIGHT NOW AND I JUST WANTED TO SAY THAT I AM SORRY... I KNOW SORRY DOESN'T DO IT, BUT I DONT THINK THERE IS ANYTHING THAT I CAN DO SO THAT YOU COULD FORGIVE ME I REALIZE I JUST LOST A TRUE FRIEND THAT WAS ALWAYS THERE FOR ME EVEN WHEN YOU WERENT IN THE MOOD... TO BE HONEST I REALLY DONT KNOW WHY I SAID THAT, I WAS HAVING ALOT OF PROBLEMS WITH JAVIER AND AT HOME AND I FELT LIKE DOING THAT... I DONT KNOW WHY I AM LIKE THAT BUT I DO THAT TO EVERYONE DONT THINK ITS JUST YOU... I TELL THEM THINGS THAT AT TIMES I FEEL LIKE DOING OR THINGS THAT I WISH COULD HAPPEN TO ME. I TRY SO HARD NOT TO DO THAT BUT I CANT HELP IT IM JUST TIRED OF PEOPLE ALWAYS PLAYING WITH ME ABOUT THEM BEING "TRUE FRIENDS" AND IM JUST READY TO FIND THE REAL ONES NOT THE ONES THAT COME AND GO, BUT THE ONE THAT STAY WHEN THINGS ARE GOOD AND WHEN TIMES GET ROUGH. AGAIN IM SORRY, AND I AM PRETTY SURE THAT YOU DONT WANT TO TALK TO ME BECAUSE YOUR GOING TO NEVER TRUST ME AGAIN, BECAUSE I KNOW THAT ONCE YOU LOSE SOMEONES TRUST, ITS HARD TO GET IT BACK WHEN THATS ALL I HAVE TO SAY... BYE
