Am i really that worthless?

Wake her in the night
Grab her tight
Take her to ure room
Shut the door with a dirty ambition
Whisper lustful words in her ear
tell her its all ok
Rape her, f**k her, abuse her
Leave her feeling unrespected, violated
send her back to her room
Threaten her as she leaves,
Make her feel regret
Make her feel resent
She know loathes you
She despises you
She cant help it
You hurt her
and as she returned to her room...
she thought....am i really that worthless?