Me, not her

Im not sure if you know or not but i really do love you alot.

you still hold a special place in my heart and you did, right from the start.

when she came along and took your breath away, i was devastated and didnt know what to say, i spent my nights crying, time after time, i spent my days lieing, saying i was fine.

little did you kno my heart was crashed inside and a little of me dies.

but with her you look so in love 'cause you are an angel from above.

i now have to teach my heart to move on, for, you are forever gone.

but about one thing im unsure,

why it cant be me, and not her???