I used to get lost inside my sorrow
And cry uncontrollable tears.
Tears that flooded my heart
And caused pain beyond my years.
Slowly but surely,
I began to lose control
And the resentment I held inside
Was beginning to take its toll
I was undoubtedly becoming
A person that I despised
I gave into defeat
And I gave into your lies
I used to try so hard
To forget about the past
But the past built the future
And that's why we could not last
My heart went cold
And I let go of every emotion
Except for the anger
That ruined our devotion
Gradually I gave up hope
Leaving me empty inside
Slowly forcing me
To dry every tear I've cried
I look at you now
And I see through your disguise
I've uncovered your decietfulness
Evident through your eyes
At a time we were together
In love, we were one
But I can't help but look back
To everything that you've done
You tore my heart in pieces
And forced me to let go of my trust
All for your simple impulse
To give into your all to tempting lust
How did it become so easy for you
To lie straight to my face?
What could she do better than me
To so easily take my place?
Ill never understand
I won't even attempt to
Because I've finally given up
On the chance of me and you.
