Not that person

I have looked and looked
and now im tired
i kant seem to find
what my heart desires

finally i m free do to as i wish
but there isnt much to do
without u by my side
tonight im feeling a lil blue

im sorrry baby
i left you in pain
im not that person anymore
im not shallow or vain

ur love was true
which i did not appriciate
my actions from before
im not going to try n advocate

forgive me for breaking ur heart
and shattering ur soul
and please take me back
cuz wwithout u ill never be whole