The 4 year love

I met u four years ago,
I thought god He's fine,
I new straight away i had to make u mine.
I thought it was just a crush
as we dated a thousand times.
When i got sent away to boarding school
I thought of you every time i was in the pool.
I never started to forget you
You never left my mind.
From then on i finally new it wasn't a silly crush
I new i needed you...it was young love.
When i came back to stay in Mackay
I spoke to u and told u how i felt.
I told you i loved you I told you i cared
I told you without you my heart felt so bare.
I remember the day we first kissed
I dream of it everyday
That was the best day...i would say
You said you couldn't get me out of your mind
I was so happy.
You said we should try long distance
I said of course
I went to bed happy as hell
knowing i will sleep well.
The next day you said some bad news
You said its not working out
I couldn't speak
I was crying so much.
I i just wanted to know what changed your mind.