Everything in my life is falling apart, denigrating and leaving me. leaving in direction of wind. and I can't do anything to stop it. My angel, the only person I can talk to about anything. The person who I've trusted with my life and saved me every time he could. My boyfriend, The one I love more than words can describe, he will never know how much. Everyone is gone and I'm left here. No one to talk to, and no one to be there for me. Who do I go to? Why is my life all of the sudden falling apart? It was never meant to be. I was never meant to stay this long. I promise my angel I will one day see him again, I will go there when I'm 18, and that promise I will keep. No more broken promises. my boyfriend promises he will be back for me, How do I know thats true? Please I can't handle anymore broken promises. So I say goodbye to them both, Telling them both I will see them again. They know it, or at least think it's true. I'm sorry but it isn't. I'm leaving Monday, forever will my soul be lost and there is no way it will be back. I'm letting go of everything hoping for it to be my last day. I will see them again, I promised them. No more broken promises, So I will be there for both of them, but they won't know it. I will be there is spirit so they won't be able to see me I'm sorry, I'm letting go.
dedicated to my boyfriend and my angel, you know who you 2 are and what has happened.
