Tearing me apart

She was the first girl i kissed
her lips were soft and wet
she was the first girl i treasured
but it wasn't enough to hold her
she was the first girl i cherished
yet some how our passion perished
she was the first girl i made love to
yet it wasn't enough to hold onto
she was the first girl to make me cry
it hurt so much i wanted to die
she was the first girl i changed for
i realize it was useless to do
she was the first girl to see the real me
i know I'd never show anyone else that side of me
she was the only girl I'll ever treasure
but love is not enough to hold her