Love ya daddy

Daddy ,

Why were you never there 4 me

I mean I tried my best

But then all I kept seeing was you hit mom

I couldnt stand that when I was lil

But then finally I had the strength

Remember that one time your couldnt get into the house

It was cuz I finally realized you were worth less

And I helped mom put the couch in front of the door

Huh remember that daddy

Do ya

I really do love you but you put all of us through crap

Your son he was only 3 and he would cry and cry

And who had be strong?

I did

I had to tell him that everything was going to be ok

Even though I new I wasnt

I didnt cry that much

Because I new it would kill your son

I know look I am a teen-ager with no real dad

I have my step dad and he is a way better father

Then you ever were

Well when you got married I thought ever thing was going to be great

But I went through the same shit 2 times know

The first year I thought you wife was great I loved her

And know I really dont think that

But when you told her she could leave

And you went to work

I couldnt get to my Band stuff

I thought for a little while

I said this was enough I am done

I dont want to worry about how I am going to get do my stuff

I am 14 years old I shouldnt have to

So I called up mom and she came and picked me up

And 2 weeks later nothing

But then me and mom went and found you

And you said you would call when you wanted us

2 weeks 3 weeks go by still no call

Then you stopped by

We talked for a lil bit went and got ice cream

That was it

2 weeks 3 weeks 1 month nothing no call no nothing

Then I found out I had to get surgery

I tried to call you but no you never picked up

Just to let you no it went great

I think its sad how my boyfriend called my mom pretty much everyday to make sure I was ok

And you didnt seem to care

Know look your on house arrest

So that means you cant come pick us up

But do you think you even once called

And dont give me the excuse that

I am afraid that your mom is going to come and yell at me

No she wouldnt do that

Look I just wanted to say if you dont want to be in are lifes then just stop

dont call dont stop by

Well you havent did that in the past what is it know 2 months??

Yea so dont do anything no more

If you ever get your shit straitened out

And get the "stuff" out of your Butt

Just tell me

And maybe just maybe I will let you back into my life!

Love ya dad!!