..i can't pretend anymore that everything is alright. you've changed. what happened. i cant pretend anymore that your not hurting me. all them other girls. your not you anymore. i can't pretend i don't miss how things used to be. how you used to be. all the laughs. i cant pretend anymore that I'm not dieing inside. its time to face the facts. no more hiding behind a smile. i cant pretend anymore..that i still love you..