My love will no longer be sharing

How can i leave
if the boy threatens
its like i am on his sleeve
is that why i am haten
he said if i walked away
and never come back
he'll give his life away
and a father my baby will lack
what am i to do
for the man i love
stay till my heart breaks in two
or just stay a shove
but if i leave without a good-bye
his wrist he will slit
and for eternity i will cry
so my heart breaks bit by bit
i try to make it work
i try to keep it going
but it feels that my heart was stabbed with a fork
and i am forever choking
i told him
to look me into the eyes
and hit me with the beam
and say you don't love me
but when we looked at each other
his eyes closed shut
he will always be my one and only lover
but i can't stay in this closed hut
he will forever be my boy
no matter what
he feels me with joy
and will always be my king tut
but i am tired of all the lies
i am tired of him not caring
one day i will have to say my good-byes
and my love will no longer be sharing