by XTaintedxBeautyX Nov 26, 2006
category :
Sadness, depression /
grieving, loss
You've been there for me for 4 years. So much has happened, as the years have passed our relationship has gotten stronger. We've been through so much. from sitting there having fun to saving lives. No one will ever compare to you. You mean so much to me, more than anything and anyone in the world. I'm going to miss you. every time I will want to talk to you I have decided to write a letter, therefor when we do talk I will be able to fill you in, and then you can tell me what's going on in your life as well. I plan to keep in contact with you, no matter what. We've been through a lot of ups and downs. and every time I look back on our past together. I will be sad, but I will be happy as well. I will be happy that those things have happened and sad because I won't be able to have stuff like that happened again for at least another 5 years. So as we go on with our lives, I will remember you as long as you promise me that you will remember me to. Even if I haven't meant as much to you as you mean to me I'm glad we met. It took awhile for us to become friends, but after at least the fifth time we hung out no one could tear us apart. Thats how it will be forever hopefully. I never though it would end this way, heck I never thought you'd leave. It was only something I seen happening in dreams, well nightmares. But I believe we will definitely meet again. For sure, right? after all You have a guardian angel forever, & yes I believe your mine. As weird or crazy as that may seem you are. Think about it. Am I even remotely close to being right? I think I am. I have a necklace that I wear around my neck always. I never told you about it, it has an angel in it and reminds me of you. Every time I feel insecure, unwanted, unloved, and lonely I hold on to it and think of everything that has happened. I don't care if that sounds weird or anything it is the truth And I would give anything to see you one more time before you leave. Your my brother, my angel, and my best friend. E muja oui. |