Forever unanswered questions

I want my heart to be wise and free,

And I would do anything to let this be.

Only apart of it is,

But if it were all free then it would be bliss.

So here are the questions, I want to know,

Can you help me find a path to show? :

What is it I need to require?

Will it only ever be a desire?

Is it a game I will always play?

Or will it happen someday?

I long for it to have its own skin,

Is this a sin?

Do I need to stay strong?

Do I forever long?