You cant judge me
For its impossible for you to see
Calling me a nervous wreck
I curse at you through the hole in my neck
The thin objects fall from my fingertips
I can only rot as my life rips
You push me up to a state of emergency
How horrible to be
I'm still not okay
The feeling in my legs has gone away
But I do need to speak
I'm emotional and..scared
All my nerves hurt, and hearings impaired
I grin at you with my torn lips
Look at yourselves, hypocrites!
Think I'm still to vent my anger?
Thats what forums are for
I'm no stranger
I was like you once you know
Controlling others, taking life slow
Now stare at me, almost dead
So low
Nothing to be, nowhere to go
Now as I speak
Can you see how much I hurt?
Being mocked and stepped on like dirt
Inescapable concepts
I'm stuck and vexed
It's human instinct to be hypnotized by cheap ads
To get aroused by growing fads
Remember this don't forget my name
If you do you'll go astray
I'm a phantom of fate in the shape of a grown boy
You don't have to act blunt
There's no need to be coy
You're the one watching
I'm the one suffering
The wind blowing hard and fair
I'm the fish begging, gasping for air
They say I deserve to die
Do you think I should be alive?
I'm not against it
Though I regret it
My eyes are salty
You can't help me
Sweet life, I'm on breathe away
From mother nirvana..
