OUT OF THE BOX

It all started back den
something that is now history
deep down it still hurts
but u don't know

every feeling i felt 4 u start 2 fade
not as much but somewhat
i still see u nd wish everything was back 2 as back then
the day i let u know how i felt
i was very nervous nd anxious all at the same time
i always new u felt the same way as me at one point but really i was scared to let u know how i felt
yes I'm girl who tries to keep everything inside kept in like a Lil box....
everything i felt was in there
everyone knew how i felt 4 u nd u knew it 2 because of them
but u never believed them because it didn't cum out of my mouth nd my heart....
there are many things i regret
but really life moves on
nd the world wasn't going 2 wait 4 me till i told u nd
unfortunately wen i told u it was to late
because the feelings u had 4 me faded away
while mine were still there..
maybe someday it'll cum back but really by the time THAT cums
my heart will be at least be taped back 2 gather still hurt but 2 late....
nd really i would like it 2 stay that way because i don't wanna hurt myself nd unfortunately we've moved on at least that's what i think...
but really your always gonna be in my heart...
u were the only one who i just thought it was a crush but really
I LOVED U.....
it seems wrong that u don't know this but at least it feels right that i let my feelings 4 u out there in Ur view nd it depended on u what u wanted or not....
ALWAYS I MEAN ALWAYS
remember Ur gonna be in my heart even though u don't feel the same....
yes the feelings will dry out but
simply u will still stay in my heart..
I'm just thankful that u were part of my history... nd practically made me feel all these feelings
i thank u 4 every second of it
4rm the point we met, the Lil flirts, the hugs, the notes we passed around w/ every thought we had, to the point where we stood 2gather at that basketball court shooting hoops nd expressing everything we felt 4 each other
even though it was confusing
i was glad about that because that's Wat i lubed about u....that's Wat completed u nd made me like u.........nd not only was that u who i was talking to but i was brave enough 2 let u know how i felt nd now i know I'm capable of letting sum other guy know how i feel w/out being stuck in that one box...
u were the person who freed me 4rm being stuck in the box i thank u 4 DAT, and now i just write nd tell u 2 take care nd enjoy life 4rm now on.......