Goodbye Zoe

Time passes me by as I sit here and wait
For the undying friendship you had to take

It is a memory I remember, so clear in my mind
The way we played, just to pass time

We were the best of friends and nothing could pull us apart
Kind words and warm winter hugs will never fix this heart

I can't help but wish that you were still here with me
The point in your leaving I just can't see

If only you would come back here
Because when it comes to friendships, I now only have fear

Happiness just doesn't make sense any more
In this life I don't know what I'm fighting for

I talk to you over the phone, but it will never be the same
These tears, my cries, it's no longer a game

You have changed so much since you moved away
And I guess so have I; I'm still changing to this day

But that isn't what I want; I wish the past was the present
My love and my kindness to you I still send

But I've been hurt so much; I don't want to be hurt again
Because no matter how hard they try, this heart they can never mend

I don't know what I'm sorry for
You're leaving, or something more

I know that my friendship to you is more than I can give
To any other and I'll still try to forgive

That day that you left I lost half of myself
And my sadness and tears can't be good for my health

Together we were such kids, being crazy all day
I'm still a total maniac but you, I can't say

I wish I still new you as the one you were then
But I've had to start my life over again

When I see you next, I'll recall my whole life from the past
My soul will come back, but we'll again leave each other fast

I'm not on the planet when I can't lean on you
And I know that you're in agony too

My minds a total haze and my heart feels all doe
I think it's time to say, goodbye
Zoe