As I take a walk into the past
I see a happy little girl
No matter what happened
There was always a smile on her face
There was never a dull moment
When she came into the room
She had big dreams
Until the day
it all turned around
when she was told to move
she was moved
so far away
that she thought
it would all end right then and there
but before that
she could speak her mind
with no fear
of being ridiculed
she was aways happy
there was nothing to fear
nothing to worry her
and now I look in the present
and look into myself
I see that the little girl is still there
She had spoke her mind a lot
And she never shy
But now when I look at her
I see bravery
Not because she wants be
But because she must be
Now I look at her in the mirror
Hoping that she was smiling
But there was no smile
Only a sad face
That told all
Of what she hid
Yes she still is happy
But only on the outside
For now
She is looking from the outside
To see what it looks like inside
She still tells herself
That she will not hold a grudge
Against the one
She feels had taken all that she knew
And made it all
Go away
He took her and her family
Away from what they knew
And moved them
To some place new
Yes she made friends
But none like the ones she had
Her life changed
And then she knew
What it was that happened
Her mommy fell in love yet again
And at night she would cry
Herself to sleep
Wishing she go back home
Back to her friends
And get back what was lost
What she was forced to give it up
Her childhood companions
The only 3 living things
She knew she could trust
No matter what would happen
It was her pups
That she still misses
To this day
But now she must give up the past
And live in the present
Only hoping
That the man
That took them away
Will never cross her path again
For if he does
He will be sorry
And landing that now teen
somewhere worse than
where it all started
she wishes day and night
that she may someday get her revenge
but for now she
or should I say
I will have to live
With what has happened
And protect those that she loves the most
And will never give up again
Her 2 dogs
And her family
But now I only wish revenge
But until that day
I will have to
Fight for what I stand for
And that is
Nothing will come
Between me or what I love
Which I are animals
My family and friends
I grew up hoping
That someday my life will change
Change for the better
To fall for someone
And for only then
Can this little girls hopes and dreams
Be renewed
And allowed to forget the past
But that I think about it
I could not be me
Without it
So why would I change
Or want to forget
What made me the hyper
Yet sad, depressed
And yet strong willed
Strong minded
And strong all together
Young lady
My dad has said I have become
